I'm a little obsessed but I think its because I'm new to this. Summary: I met a girl I worked with, told her she was beautiful in a letter, she said it was sweet but she was starting seeing someone else. A few days passed I decided to ask her out (she said it wasn't serious and I figured what if I never do) and she said she thought it was cute and that she would say yes but she was starting to see someone else. We hugged and she walked on to her car. A week has passed and we haven't said anything to each other other than hey, hi, or the occasional awkward we caught each other looking at each other. I've already posted this before several times but the thing is that its kind of awkward now. When I told her I thought she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen she told me something about knowing someone before I ask them out. Since then everything that I have come to know about her is kind of all the bad things. We talked about each other when I gave her the letter and I know what kind of person she is and I think she's amazing. After a week of not talking I feel like a douche. I wish I hadn't asked her out because now I feel like I just made things awkward. I'm afraid of her hating me so I don't want to try anything else. At the same time I don't want to let her go. I want her to be happy is all. How do I at least return this to normal. Obviously I can't tell her to forget the other guy. I feel stuck and don't know what to do. Love is strange. Its playing with me. Edit: The thing that really has me confused is that when she says no its in a but she wants to say yes way. Is it just me? That's kind of what I get from her telling me she kept the letter in her book she reads and saying that if things don't work out she would gladly go on a date with me.