I've never claimed to be alpha, I think those are daft terms that don't really hold true irl. I was a weird kid, had some issues from a broken childhood and stuff that'd -blam!- anyone up, like my little brother being taken into foster care and my mother being wrongly accused to child abuse when I was 12 years old while my Dad completely vanished from my life for 5 years. Worked through my issues and now I'm okay for the most part though I'll admit I still have a few insecurity/abandonment issues. But I've got good friends, in a good uni, I've had meaningful relationship. That's more than I ever usually post about my life on the internet. Weird mood today. But I never claimed to be 'alpha.' Not even a thing.