I have grinded my as off way too much for literally every single thing in this game- no god roll has ever come easy or early. However I hopped onto Division 2 after a long break and grinded a good loadout in about 10 days then got carried through a raid and got the Eagle Bearer at the end. THAT WAS A HUGE RELIEF after years of grinding my ass off for everything in Destiny, sometimes going up to 6 months before getting something. Division 2 felt sorry for me lol. Destiny is still my favorite game by far though. They are just really stingy with loot.