Same. The first D2 raid was horrible to me after having loved vog and wrath of the machine so much. Even crota was pretty fun. They felt learnable in a way that the new ones do not. I've made it through Leviathan, last wish and scourge and all left me not wanting to go back. I did like the map of last wish at least but Leviathan I did not at all. And then after two mini raids there we go back there for that last crown of sorrow raid and I should ve realized then that shadowkeep would be a let down but I'm a sucker.