Sorry for not replying until now, but I was busy this weekend. I agree with you regarding the holidays. They were celebrated in pagan ways to satisfy pagan converts, and I don't think that should've ever been done. No one even knows what day Jesus was born, and it should actually be some time of the year closer to late summer/fall, like September, instead of in the winter, according to a few sources. However, although humans are obviously flawed, I don't believe God would allow His Words to be corrupted by humans to the point that the genuine message is forever lost from the world, especially if He claims to love us and desire for us to know about Him. I would like to have printings of the oldest possible manuscripts, and accurate translations of those into English, but until that time I will stick with my King James Bible and not with any of the numerous newer bibles that have been published since. It is people that use and abuse the threat of condemnation to manipulate others with fear, not God. I've just spent the last two hours or so reading a few articles on how Church leaders throughout history have done this, which I do not like one bit. When Jesus commissioned His Apostles to go out into the world and teach, He didn't say to teach through fear. They were given power to do miracles, heal, cure, etc. Very joyous things, right? Not showing people visions of hell and suffering that would come on them if the didn't believe. On a related note, I will tell you that I've heard various things on what exactly hell might be. I'll start by assuming that is in an entirely different area of existence that this universe in which we live. But is it a literal fiery place, like Gehenna is referred to as? Is it simply a place away from the presence of God, where His enemies can see His infinite love, yet know that they will never have that love? The latter place would be solely a place of regret and sorrow and weeping. What it is exactly, I do not know. What I do know is that the happiness of being with God forever is stressed much, much more than the sorrow of being without God. But, then, you do not know what Heaven is. Neither do I, nor any other person; "For since the beginning of the world men have not heard, nor perceived by the ear, neither hath the eye seen, O God, beside thee, what he hath prepared for him that waiteth for him. -Isaiah 64:4". I've read it be called a place of rest, and a place in which we will have a full understanding of God and His love. I can't imagine people feeling as if they have to "settle" for it or that they won't be happy in Heaven, even with no knowledge of what awaits us there. On the final point, you are right that we shouldn't be complacent and just assume God will keep us safe from everything. I remember this one thing Jesus said in one of the Gospel books (and, alas, I have been unable to find what verses they are right now). He criticizes the Pharisees that He was talking to because they had one time passed by a poor beggar, and rather than give money or food, all they did was say "Peace", or "God bless you". In modern times, I've heard news stories of parents refusing to give medicine to their children and bad things that have resulted from it. In light of the verses I'm thinking about, I have to say that those stories disappoint me. Praying is good, and part of my hope in God is that He will "make all things new (Revelation 21:5)" and make perfect this flawed world; but when resources are available, whether they be physical goods or moral/spiritual wisdom, they should be used for the good needs and purposes that they can satisfy. I pray that you and all the people you mentioned may be blessed and find rest and peace and whatever else you may need.