Bud, the feels. Here's how it goes *puts on stethoscope and glasses* I prescribe 100 play throughs of Happy by Pharrell, and 10 funny YouTube videos, daily. *sticks note to your head* Have a nice day! [spoiler]Hopefully you smiled, that would be awesome. But hey man, we need to start changing slowly. You know stuff doesn't happen right away, so you gotta give stuff time to take effect. I say first off, don't really yell at your parents. Get them to be with you, allies, not enemies. Then, you need to draw. Just do it *insert Nike Swoosh here*. You may not have time, but then again, there's always time. It's just your motivation, step 3. Motivation is the biggest thing, and it's just something you're working towards, whether it be a lifetime goal, or just to get past the day. Whatever it is, make sure it motivates you well. I had 1 friend in Gr.4, just one, and when he left I became an outcast. Bullied and stuff, but you don't need to hear my problems. Stand up for what you think is right. Spread the word, start with a grass, end up with a forest fire. If you can't get them to believe, make them believe in your ideals. I went through this process. Do what you want, no matter the criticism. I do the same, it's unbearable at first, but afterwards it gets better, and sooner than later, you don't care what others think as much anymore. You just need one thing, that makes all this happen: Motivation. Let anything motivate you, don't limit it to a reason, expand to let an item of significance motivate you, something that doesn't go away. But anyways, I don't even know what I'm saying anymore, I'm so -blam!-en tired, but I think you got it. Goodnight...[/spoiler]