Because my brain is wired for those hormones! Those conversions are not proof it is one persons testimony while the proof that homosexuality can't be changed is in many studies and how we understand how the problem works. People saying they have changed their sexuality proves nothing because it can't be proven. If it could be changed no one would -blam!-ing do this dude! Do you think I would put up with bigots and dicks all day long if I could just be a man? Being gay or trans is not pleasant at all it is not glamorous. I have to deal with so much shit doing what I do and I do it because their is no other option. Those that convert do it to stop those dicks but it does not fix the problem. Do you see what I am getting at? Doing what we do sucks it is a horrible time but it is worth it because it mean I am healthy and level headed. God does not work for fixing that problem it only suppresses it. Why would we want all these rights if we can just be "normal".