[quote]Ok, i have always been dumb and blablabla, (bad stuff) and now i dont know what to do. I have been depressed for a few years now and i dont know what to do. I have skipt school cuz i am so dumb, i did try but i suck anyway. What am i going to do? People dont think i am depressed because i can always put a smile on my face, i want hugs, many of them! I have been drinking to mutch but i have stopt, and only that took mutch of my power. I am probably going to get banned for this but how cares? Luv otilia <3 Edit: no trolling.[/quote] I dropped outta school in the 9th grade. Went to 21+ men's shelters in nyc. Thought my life was over. I was severely depressed. U just have to look in yourself for that one or many talents to use to DEFEAT your depression.