Ok, i have always been dumb and blablabla, (bad stuff) and now i dont know what to do. I have been depressed for a few years now and i dont know what to do. I have skipt school cuz i am so dumb, i did try but i suck anyway. What am i going to do? People dont think i am depressed because i can always put a smile on my face, i want hugs, many of them! I have been drinking to mutch but i have stopt, and only that took mutch of my power. I am probably going to get banned for this but how cares? Luv otilia <3 Edit: no trolling.