Alphas journal 116 15th; I've been researching the thorn for what seems like forever but it's only been a few weeks. the more I use it the more I hear dark voices calling out to me in my waking nightmares urging me to use it again. My mind has become obsidian. If you can hear me, don't come for me. It's to late I'm use to it now...my...my research with the thorn the void and the search for answers must...continue....but the blackness....so strong...my mind or soul? Something's slipping...all I know know is the void... alpha signing out!