That sucks man. Heres my advice; 1. Stop smoking weed. It will end up worse for you, so please don't smoke. It will give you health and mental problems. 2. Don't commit suicide. Life will get better, and just keep living. Its not good, and it will just hurt the people around you more. 3. If you want to find friends, fine people who share your interests. The friends you make in gaming can be some of the best friends ever. Find a good raid team and talk with them. Fine friends and just be cool about it. At school, find another kid who seems depressed, or lonely and make friends with him. He wont judge you because you are in the same situation. 4. For school, don't play as much video games and study. Get a peer tutor. School is your future. Instead of gaming, try coding or programming. You could share the small game you made with your friends and get feedback. Practice what you want to do and you will get good at it. Make school your priority. 5. Apply for jobs at a fast food restaurant and get people skill. This is [i]invaluable[/i], to know how to work with other people. Just remember to smile and be friendly. You will earn money and learn valuable skills. [b]When you are ready,[/b] you will have all the skills you need to do good. Just be happy, and do what you want. Eyes up guardian, its gonna get better. ~Starfish