Hey guys so I have some news.. It's a little gross so if you get grossed out by the body and blood, don't click the spoiler. It's pretty gross. I don't know the science terms for these words so sorry if it gets to much. Brace yourself... [spoiler]death. It's something everyone fears. Even the "fearless". Today I found out I might die. I haven't told anyone yet. So starting yesterday, when I go #2 in the bathroom, there has been a lot of blood mixed with diarrhea. I got pretty concerned so I googled it. What I found was depressing. There were many different things that this could be (blood in my stool). Most of what it said was that it could be a range from stomach cuts to cuts in your digestive system to just a little cut near your butt hole. The one that got me very nervous was one that said there could be a cut internally in your digestive system that could turn into cancer... I could have cancer.. As soon as I read this I immediately started balling my eyes out. If I have cancer, I would be devastated. I don't want my family and friends to have to go through that! I don't know what I would do. I decided I would wait to see what happens by Wednesday. If it is a little cut, it should heal by then. The worst part about this whole thing is that I'm only 13!! I have my whole life ahead of me! I want to go to high school and college and have a good job and have a loving wife and kids and a nice house! But I would never get to do that at my age.. Please oh please keep me in your prayers and think happy thoughts for me. I would really appreciate it. Thank you so much for reading this. <3 [/spoiler] Tl;dr- can't shorten it. Man up and read it. Edit- thanks for all the support! I guess I was over exaggerating a little haha