Honestly I'm rather lonely and homesick. First time I've felt that since I moved here four months ago but it's understandable. Never in my life have I been so far away from my family. At this point I'm beginning to realize the small things that built a foundation of happiness for me. And now that culture shock has really shook me I'm feeling a bit lost. So I'm laying here in bed wondering if I should takes some sleeping pills or just listen to music and draw until I pass out.