When you want to feel relaxed, what do you think of? It can be anything, a person, setting, object, music, anything that puts your mind at ease.
Myself, I think of a quiet, secluded beach, complete with a light breeze, and someone there with me.
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Generally scenes of horrific violence... Such as screaming with laughter as I bury a chain-axe into the face of some Tau warrior <.< Or standing in a room full of heretics with a flamer and a canister of blessed promethium. Ah, soothing violence.