No but I can take a guess at how you're feeling because I too have enjoyed the anonymity of alts. You are a regular poster who created an alt, successfully gave it a different personality and posting style and you're proud that nobody's been able to call you out. Living on edge man. But you've gotten bored and now feel that there's no more thrill in acting like a different person who is not you. So you've decided to push things along and get the attention (I mean that loosely) back on yourself, hence the thread and obvious attempt at the attention grab. I'd also say you're either a fairly new poster or just someone who got very bored of the vanilla posting everyone does on here. Congrats to you.