Alright then, picture this if you will: 10 to 2 AM, X, Yogi DMT, and a box of Krispy Kremes, in my "need to know" post, just outside of Area 51. Contemplating the whole "chosen people" thing with just a flaming stealth banana split the sky like one would hope but never really expect to see in a place like this. Cutting right angle donuts on a dime and stopping right at my Birkenstocks, and me yelping... Holy -blam!-ing shit! Then the X-Files being, looking like some kind of blue-green Jackie Chan with Isabella Rossellini lips and breath that reeked of vanilla Chig Champa, did a slow-mo Matrix descent out of the butt end of the banana vessel and hovered above my bug-eyes, my gaping jaw, and my sweaty L. Ron Hubbard upper lip and all I could think was: "I hope Uncle Martin here doesn't notice that I pissed my -blam!-in' pants." So light in his way, Like an apparition, He had me crying out, "-blam!- me, It's gotta be, Deadhead Chemistry, The blotter got right on top of me, Got me seein' E-mother-blam!-in'-T!" And after calming me down with some orange slices and some fetal spooning, E.T. revealed to me his singular purpose. He said, "You are the Chosen One, the One who will deliver the message. A message of hope for those who choose to hear it and a warning for those who do not." Me. The Chosen One? They chose me!!! And I didn't even graduate from -blam!-in' high school. You better. You better. You better. You better listen. Then he looked right through me With somniferous almond eyes. Don't even know what that means Must remember to write it down. This is so real. Like the time he floated away. See my heart is pounding, 'Cause this shit never happens to me. Can't breathe, right now! It was so real. Like I woke up in Wonderland. All sort of terrifying. And I don't wanna be all alone when I tell this story. And can anyone tell me why you all sound like Peanut's parents Will I ever be coming down? This is so real. Finally it's my lucky day. See my heart is racing, 'Cause this shit never happens to me. Can't breathe, right now! You believe me, don't you? Please believe what I just said, see the Dead ain't touring. And this wasn't all in my head. See they took me by the hand and invited me right in, Then they showed me something. I don't even know where to begin. STRAPPED DOWN MY BED. FEET COLD AND EYES RED. I'M OUT MY HEAD. AM I ALIVE, AM I DEAD? CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID. GOD DAMN. SHIT THE BED! (high... I I I I I... high... I I I I I) (high) [repeated] Overwhelmed as one would be, placed in my position. Such a heavy burden now to be the one. Born to bear and read to all The details of our ending. To write it down for all the world to see. But I forgot my pen, Shit the bed again, Typical. STRAPPED DOWN MY BED. FEET COLD AND EYES RED. I'M OUT MY HEAD. AM I ALIVE, AM I DEAD? SUNKIST AND SUDAFED, GYROSCOPES AND INFRARED. WON'T HELP, BRAIN DEAD. CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID. GOD DAMN SHIT THE BED! I...!!! CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID TO ME. CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID TO ME MADE OUT TO BE A HERO!!! Can't remember what they said. BOB HELP ME. Can't remember what they said. DON'T KNOW. WON'T KNOW. GOD DAMN SHIT THE BED!

I'll just do this and be on my way.

[quote]Im sooo lonelyyy Nobody of my owwn[/quote] TFW no gf.

These words are ever-present in the back of my head, no matter how faint. Vildhjarta - The Lone Deranger Go ahead and blame me. I keep my head as high as I can, but let these words answer for what I have done, may your judgment not be too heavy upon me. Of course I didn't know back then, this is not the result that I hoped for. The general misery I have brought upon you; I did not wish for anything to happen. Today, let’s look far away from this. Tonight no buildings will collapse and I know this too shall pass. Grasp your fear with both your hands, you knew that this time would come. Write your worries in the sand, you knew that this time would come. And I will turn my back on you, just like I always do, just like I've always done. We took us through the blood and sand with bloody teeth, beaten and tired we share what’s lost. Now the moment’s over. Now that everyone has seen through my lies I cannot possibly stay, I have to leave. Never has a distance seemed so difficult to undertake. I tear my camp down, brick by brick, the time has come. I have been here before. Now i'm back to square one, When all these feelings had just begun. Carelessly I wasted my chance, all for the sake of revenge. The taste of sickness cannot be described, it slowly wears me down. There are some things inexpressible to those that I leave behind. Determination leads my way. There are some things better left unsaid to those that have never seen this place. You stand your guard and stay behind. I face the heat alone. I take a last look and say farewell. You may never see me again.

[i]Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violence...center of her own attention Mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head Painted room...can't deny there's something wrong... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... The shades go down The shades go down The shades go, go, go...[/i] Daughter by Pearl Jam (I've had this song stuck in my head all week...)

you mean how like annoying people on facebook do?

[i]I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flags, dye my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We'll paint it red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive[/i]

ALL WE WANT TO DO IS EAT YOUR BRAINS! WERE NOT UNREASONABLE, NO INES GONNA EAT YOUR EYES!

[spoiler]Run baby run Get far away from me Got glitter in my hair And diamonds in my teeth but its never enough Oh Set me on fire[/spoiler] Kay

I been denied all the best ultrasex I been denied all the best ultrasex I - I tried to consume just like a super -blam!- I got some dude How can y'all bring a mutha-blam!-a something so good he couldn't say no You nailed me hard I love 'em when they don't give a mother-blam!-ing shit I could've been someone instead of falling flat upon my ass Dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it to the tune of -blam!-, -blam!-, -blam!- Oh - dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it with the... I been denied all the best ultra sex I been denied all the best ultra sex I - I could've been a star It freaks me out when I sound just like my mom I could've rocked the spot Instead of being just another -blam!- like I am I played that shit straight Blowin' suckas on the side hopin' I get laid Now everybody knows No way in hell I can ever live it down Dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it to the tune of -blam!-, -blam!-, -blam!- Ow - dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it with the... I been denied all the best ultra sex I been denied all the best ultra sex I could've been someone instead of falling flat upon my ass Dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it to the tune of -blam!-, -blam!-, -blam!- Ow - dig me now and -blam!- me later And sing it with the... I been denied all the best ultra sex I been denied all the best ultra sex Molest -blam!-, -blam!-, -blam!-, -blam!-

Yar har fiddledede Being a pirate is aright to be! Do what you want 'cause a pirate is free! You are a pirate! -The pirate song

So I just found out the cute girl living next to me for 7 years has feelings for me, and I've never really been in a relationship. Honestly I'm terrified right now, I'm a junior in high school and my heart feels like it's being pumped tenfold...