There's definitely something going on in trials cuz it's ridiculous to be solo and get put against 3 stacked sweat teams all weekend long and never go to the lighthouse. That's just plain -blam!-. There's no way that I'm always getting put on the shitty teams so in return I do shitty but if I get 2 other good players n myself I have no problem killing anyone. But if I'm on the shitty team which is always 96.9% of the time then I do shitty.
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Fact of the matter is, you're in the bottom 5% of the trials playerbase. When 95% of the players you go up against during match making are better than you; you're fighting an uphill battle. Maybe if you stopped leaving matches and actually played you could improve. The number of 'even skill' matches you bailed on is crazy. You're not facing 3 stack sweats, in fact for ex on your 11/15 games 2W-8L you went against only one diamond elo player in one of those losses. Confirmation bias is real with ya - you should probably practice more and stop bailing on games to get some semblance of experience.