Actually no, the dialogue proceeding the mission actively discuss Zavala’s frustration with the lack of answers from the Traveler and what he sees as too little assistance. Zavala’s faith in the Traveler has been waning since the Red War, something that reached its apex in Witch Queen when it gave the Light to the Hive. Though it’s amazing how you can read into that but not discern the difference between guilt and grief. Zavala was separated from everyone else closer to the Witness’s influence than anyone else. He chose to make his stand at his home after refusing the Witness’s offer but is shaken in the aftermath by being shown a vision of him and his family reunited. He doesn’t spend the entire mission crying, or retreating into a fantasy. At most I assume you’re referring to his goodbye to Safiyah upon mission completion, which seems like another instance of undermining grief. At this point your unprompted tangential ramblings about LGBTQ+, Trump and your apparent insecurity about male vulnerability paint a clearer picture of your beliefs than your actual arguments. If anything I believe that Ikora wasn’t shaken enough by her own experiences during the campaign. In fact, we don’t even learn that the Witness spoke to her at all until the raid lore. Crow, Zavala, Cayde and even Mara were allowed to show more emotion about what was going on around them. Which seems to be a consequence of Ikora being mostly defined by her relationships to other characters than having her own actual character (Friend to Cayde, Student of Osiris…)