I was hoping this was satire. The nerf hammer has already been applied repeatedly. People like you are the problem with this game and yes this is just a game. Stop being weak and pathetic. Maybe take a step back and ask yourself "what could I do better?" Also, your post really is more of a commentary of what's wrong in your life. Maybe start lifting weights ? Everyone has access to the same kit and yet only you have the problem. Be an Alpha. Improvise. Adapt. Overcome.