today I have finished my 44th King's Fall clear and have yet to get the Touch of Malice. Along this journey I have gotten a flawless raid clear. Cleared it on master with most challenges. and crafted almost every single weapon from the raid. When is enough enough is all I ask. I just want this exotic but I feel truly defeated and as if no matter what I do I'm not allowed to have this gun. I have zero reason to ever do this raid besides getting this exotic and completing the seal at the moment and I have a good reason to believe I will have completed the seal before I get the exotic at which point I will have officially done every single possible thing in this entire raid with not a fraction unturned. I gain absolutely nothing every time I do any activity in this raid anymore but still have to run it just to get a exotic that refuses to drop. I completely understand wanting raid exotics to be rare and I think they definitely should be. But rare doesn't have to mean soul crushing. I wouldn't even mind that much if I had more then 3 chances each week to get it but since I do it leads to a point like now where I have done this raid on all 3 characters almost every single week since the start of this season and have gotten nothing. If luck isn't enough to get these exotics maybe it could at least be something of skill of mastery. If I have a raid seal I feel like I've done enough to warrant earning the raid exotics cause the difficulty of that far outways simply doing it 3 times every week till I hate the raid. All I'm asking is when is enough enough. At the very least I want someone to acknowledge how frustrated I am and know how I feel. Just look at and know what's happening.