Yeah, the grind for me actually demotivated me and made me play less than I had planned to originally. Maybe if the mode was better balanced, and the connection quality at least what it is in Control, I might have stuck with it for more matches. But I learned a long time ago that I’m not going to force myself to play an activity for a prolonged period of time if I’m not having fun. Or worse than that I am loathing the experience. I don’t want to resent a game I find enjoyment in. So I just recognize there are some parts of it that aren’t for me, or that there are times I need to take a break.