I beg someone to make this an uwu rant pleeeeaaase

That's a lot of words

https://yewtu.be/watch?v=xaZ1qCnIEtw

Was this something you realized through psychedelics?...

[quote][i]Emptiness strikes you out of nowhere, Emptiness drove me to learn how, It’s freedom, fire, that’s falling out of me! Emptiness strikes you through the silence, Emptiness makes people live life! Freedom, darkness, that’s falling down right now![/i][/quote]

...for you must enter a room to destroy it, destroy it, [url=https://youtu.be/wmkXQeqEbL8]destroy[/url] it

[quote]I think the answer is Love; but I just don't know!![/quote] *maniacal laughter* [i]what is love??[/i]

Eyes open, walk with the shadows.

boTic pody

The answer is love, not the mopey dopey, happily ever after story book kind. But the kind that changes a diaper for the third time in an hour, the kind that looks beyond annoyances and slights, the kind that picks up your burdens and carries them for a while, the kind that will lay down their own lives or interests for another, the kind that takes on inconvenience and irritation for the sake of a stranger. This is not a feeling, this is not a passion, it’s a cold, hard, smelly, painful, and lonely choice. The only way to build that love is to live it regardless of what others do. If you want heaven on earth, you have to live like you are in heaven and stop trying to make everyone else do it.

Nobody’s going to care, but I wrote this. Welcome to the broken world filled with broken people. It’ll be this way until the end, and there ain’t much we can do about it. I’ll avoid going to detail to avoid the banhammer, but I’m a religious man. I believe there will be a life after this one, a perfect world. Until then, we’re stuck here. Now, does that make this life pointless? Not necessarily. We all exist for some reason. Our actions affect the world in one way or another. It could be as simple as a complement. “Hey, I love that shirt you got on.” Something as minuscule as that could make someone’s day. Be the light in someone’s life today. You guys are awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. [spoiler]https://youtu.be/ZYG3BPvFOgs Rise Today by Alter Bridge[/spoiler]

Existential crisis?

I can't see you, 0/10.

[quote]I don't post this kind of thing; I'm not like this usually, but I got really scared just now. I think of you... yea... you on the other side of this great machine we the human race built. Some of us hoped it would bring us closer, but it also showed us sides of each-other we could not reconcile or abide. And in doing so we are making, again, the kingdoms of old; far apart and fearful. But I know you are there on the other side, I believe it. If this is all a simulation, oh well... but I choose to believe you are there. We are here. I am here. It's not hard. It's real. This is all real, and it is happening everywhere on this planet all at once. You are somewhere- So very far, yet so close and just out of reach. I can almost see you- reading this. Don't be afraid. I can't and I won't hurt you. Maybe if you try very hard, you can almost see me... ... ... Hi :') So many things are happening around us. The world and this life is a most terrifying splendor. I have heard the voices, and read the words of so many people in my time talking to you through this great machine. I have felt such jollity and such thrills... and also I have felt such anger and sadness as we talked. I have stated opinions, and you have stated yours. We have argued, we have bickered... We have hated one another... and we've simmered in that silence after. we've also felt such loneliness in those times. Loneliness is sometimes ever present... We asks ourselves, 'why would they do this?' and 'How could they?' and in that cold and bitter loneliness, something beautiful and wonderful and cruel happens. ...We find each-other again! :') We find pieces of ourselves in each-other. The things we always hoped were there. I look at the world outside and I come to you my friends and ask you a question I hope you have the answer to, but that I fear you don't. Because if I can have that fear so can you... If I could reach, I'd pull you close, I'd tell you it's going to be ok, I'd tell you we are here, we are still here and we can still do this. What do we do? How do we stop this maddening cycle? I think the answer is Love; but I just don't know!! How could you Love me?! How could I love you?! After all we have done, after all we've said! After all the pain we've caused each-other! What more will we do? No, we can't just end it! Put it down! ... Please! It can't be over, we have so much! we've accomplished so much. We've touched the stars with but the very tips of our fingers... We've reached into realms of both agony and ecstasy. Our world cracks beneath us from the pains of our ascendance, and our collective scars in hatred and in kinship outnumber us all. No More... Please whatever you believe, [i]help me[/i]... let me help [i]you[/i] if I can. Lets put these horrible things down, we've seen what they do, we've seen how much pain they have brought and we've been here, [b]HERE[/b], right -blam!- [b]HERE[/b], before. Im sorry... how many times have I said that word? I know it's going to be filtered... But I know you can see it, and I know you can hear me. I Think your just like me, with a lot of wonderful, terrible and beautiful differences. I am afraid of you... And if I'm right, you might actually be afraid of me too. Maybe it's too imperceptible for you to feel but I think it's there. And I don't want it to be. Because I don't know what I'd do without you. fearing you loving you hating you needing you Who are you? Who am I? [i]How can we do this?[/i] Please, [url=https://image.shutterstock.com/image-vector/no-war-sign-on-white-600w-181978076.jpg]No more[/url] Please Please... Please... ... please- I beg of you [spoiler]I beg you[/spoiler] please [spoiler]... ok... i feel better.[/spoiler][/quote] Context?