[quote]I'm trying to do the Hand Cannon that I have to use in PvP and it makes me just want to quit the game. There are personal issues that hinder me and it's not an excuse to do it this way, but it's very hard and frustrating for me. I only speak for myself here.[/quote] No...these are GAME DESIGN issues...and its why this game's PVP experience is below industry standard....and why the game is bleeding away its player base. A WELL-DESIGNED PVP game will have a space for new players and lower-skilled players to enjoy the game. Otherwise the game gets to a point where it can't replace the players that it loses to attrition. This is where Crucible is right now, and why you are having so little fun playing. The game was set up to prioritize the enjoyment of a small number of highly skilled players and streamers, at the expense of everyone else. So new players and lower-skilled players like yourself got tossed in with these players and got ran through and stat-farmed. So that they enjoyed playing....and you were told to basically "Shut up and Get Good." The problem is that the majority of this game's player base are actually people from RPG backgrounds. So they are not used to be treated in this way, and they simply aren't going to tolerate it. Therefore what has happened over the last three years, is that more and more of these average players have simply stopped playing this game's PVP. Or have abandoned the Crucible and Destiny to play other PVP games. So the level of skill in the Crucible keeps going up....and the experience for new and low-to--average skilled players keeps getting worse and worse. The result being that the game is not only failing to grow....its failing to replace the players that its losing. But Bungie either doesn't understand----or lacks the resolve----to do what is needed in order to salvage the game's PVP. Which is slowly withering away and dying.