To keep it short she manipulated me, I was played so hard for so long.
I can see myself already having trust issues arise. Last night was just a bunch of kicking me while I was down from 12am-3am was just a bunch of gut punches. I didn’t sleep, all night just throwing up
She was very vague about everything. Not giving me a straight answer. I’m not a person who is demanding or expecting of something in return but I feel like I deserve honesty.
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hi again, just wanted you to know you aren’t alone in this. lot’s of people including me have been played hard or used in the worst ways imaginable just because someone else didn’t take the time to consider what they were doing to us. it’s terrible that these things happen, but eventually you will be able to look back at it and know that it all happened for a reason. that reason was to teach you that not everyone is nice to you or loves you for the right reasons, and while sometimes we can’t help falling for them we need to be able to realise when it’s taking a toll on our mental and physical health. I don’t know if you are religious or not but God has a plan for you. I hope that with time comes healing as it always does, even if it doesn’t look like it sometimes. keep your head up my friend:)! I am always here to talk, even if I don’t know you irl. cheers, Storm, the Janitor of OffTopic