To keep it short she manipulated me, I was played so hard for so long.
I can see myself already having trust issues arise. Last night was just a bunch of kicking me while I was down from 12am-3am was just a bunch of gut punches. I didn’t sleep, all night just throwing up
She was very vague about everything. Not giving me a straight answer. I’m not a person who is demanding or expecting of something in return but I feel like I deserve honesty.
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You jumped off the deep end without realizing you didn't know how to swim. Lesson learned. Moving forward, always [i]think[/i] about what you're getting into. At least you're onto it now. Who knows? You may yet salvage your relationship now that you hopefully understand how to actually connect with her. I'd advise against it though. Focus on more important things in life. [spoiler]Sorry, all out of salt.[/spoiler]