I'm so confused anymore, I legitimately can't enjoy Crucible anymore and as a Extremely Dedicated and experienced PvP player this is terribly Saddening I can't enjoy this game anymore even after taking very long breaks. What can I do as a High Mid to High Tier PvP player to enjoy myself? I don't know if it's the boring auto Meta or what but I just can't play this game's PvP anymore. Like I said this is so saddening to me because I pushed extremely hard when Trials of Osiris Came out to be a better player, and I did become a Way better player overall I went from mid 50% tier to top 5% to even higher on some weekends in Trials, I even had better percentages in Regular Quickplay and Comp, I went as far as to get KovaaKs and play up to 2 hours everyday just to be a better player, but what now? As I said before I've taken some long breaks from this game and I still find myself Sad after just one game, I've also noticed my motivation to play just one Crucible match has become very low. Any feedback Is Very Appreciated, I would love to know if any other High tier PvP players are feeling this same way or even just normal players. I want to love to play PvP again, because Destiny is my favorite game and it means a lot to me. Again Thanks