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Edited by Orcinus Orca: 7/7/2019 4:48:06 PM
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I caved in and started smoking cigarettes again after 45 days

I was the one who made the "[i]Help! I stopped smoking cigarettes 38 days ago. Now I start yearning for a cigarette[/i]" post. https://www.bungie.net/de/Forums/Post/252560866 So, I caved in and started smoking cigarettes again on Saturday last week when I was drinking beer. It wasn't happening spontaneously because of the alcohol that made me weak, no I had it planned for a few days. [b]And you know what? It felt so good and relieving. I'm not even disappointed in myself, just happy that I don't have to fight the urge anymore.[/b] I'm not gonna smoke every day again though. Only on Saturday when I drink beer. Before you tell me that probably won't work and you'll be smoking every day, I already made it from last week Saturday to yesterday Saturday without a cigarette. I know, lung cancer and stuff. Seems I'm gonna risk it. I just don't want to stop enough. At least not now. But pretty sure I'll try it again at some point in my life. Feel free to downvote this because I failed (although it doesn't feel like a failure, more like helping my soul to become happier).

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  • I'm sad that you didn't win your fight against addiction, but I'm happy you feel better now. I'm not sure how I feel. I'm not disappointed in you though, don't get me wrong. We try, but we don't always succeed. Come back to it when you are ready to make the battle again.

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