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Edited by Orcinus Orca:
7/7/2019 4:48:06 PM
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I caved in and started smoking cigarettes again after 45 days
I was the one who made the "[i]Help! I stopped smoking cigarettes 38 days ago. Now I start yearning for a cigarette[/i]" post.
https://www.bungie.net/de/Forums/Post/252560866
So, I caved in and started smoking cigarettes again on Saturday last week when I was drinking beer. It wasn't happening spontaneously because of the alcohol that made me weak, no I had it planned for a few days.
[b]And you know what? It felt so good and relieving. I'm not even disappointed in myself, just happy that I don't have to fight the urge anymore.[/b]
I'm not gonna smoke every day again though. Only on Saturday when I drink beer. Before you tell me that probably won't work and you'll be smoking every day, I already made it from last week Saturday to yesterday Saturday without a cigarette.
I know, lung cancer and stuff. Seems I'm gonna risk it. I just don't want to stop enough. At least not now. But pretty sure I'll try it again at some point in my life.
Feel free to downvote this because I failed (although it doesn't feel like a failure, more like helping my soul to become happier).
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You finna die
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You should take a vacation to Colorado. Trust me. It will work if you ever want to get off again. Trust Me
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Edited by Tilman G: 7/7/2019 8:36:36 PMYou were so close. You have to beat it if you want to... not smell like cigarettes or die from cancer. Wait. Why are you reading this? Go read other comments from people with better advice.
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I can’t say I’m happy for you. It’s a downward spiral back towards addiction.
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1 Replyyou may not be disappointed in yourself but I’m disappointed in you
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It's still better than smoking daily, but if this works for you then I really recommend eventually moving it from weekly to bi-weekly, then monthly, and so on. Settling doesn't seem to be the right answer. Not trying to take away from you limiting yourself to once a week. But you obviously have willpower to last longer than that without a smoke, too.
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I'm sad that you didn't win your fight against addiction, but I'm happy you feel better now. I'm not sure how I feel. I'm not disappointed in you though, don't get me wrong. We try, but we don't always succeed. Come back to it when you are ready to make the battle again.
