Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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Edited by Furiously Dashing: 4/14/2018 11:51:15 PMPeople say that you can't build lasting relationships over the internet... I now know for sure they are completely wrong. I've bonded with so many people here and have grown to know them so much. To hear that our crazy family is going to be one member short is awful. To hear that you are leaving us is truly a tragedy. My grandfather and uncle both have cancer. I watched what they went through. I can only imagine what you must be feeling right now, but just remember that death is only a gateway. I will pray for your daughter. She truly loves you. I think everyone can tell that she must be a remarkable woman. You were one of the greatest guys on this site. I like to think that I may have met you in real life one day. Maybe walking through the mall or on the same plane. Maybe we exchanged a friendly greeting or had a conversation, but how I would've loved to know you and your daughter personally as a true friend. Farewell, see you on the other side. [b][i]"For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."[/i][/b] [b]Romans 8:38-39[/b]