Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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Damn. You shall not be forgotten. By me, at least.
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Edited by Snowy Wolfos: 4/15/2018 6:45:08 PMThis may sound ironic, but God really does have a plan for you. You never know when you’ll die...you could end up surviving this. John 3:16 is a good place to start. [spoiler]I sincerely hope you make it through this.[/spoiler]
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Damnit I cried. We love you God.
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[quote]For ever battle we lose we must fight the war harder[/quote] Wiomyng :( [spoiler]Goodbye, Friend[/spoiler]
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I will pray for you to still get better. Everything is within God's reach, even terminal cancer. I hope and pray that if you do not already know Jesus Christ, you will find him in these last days.
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I can’t believe it, I’m really sorry. I’ll keep your daughter in my prayers. I hope I don’t sound cliche or anything, but try talk to a chaplain or something. I’m so sorry, I’ll keep you in my prayers.
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Edited by Toonstrack: 4/16/2018 4:30:33 AMGoodbye. I'll remember you I believe you'll see the light again one day.
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From the short time I’ve been here you’ve earned my respect. I won’t forget you
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I just found my way here from lore but I’ve heard a lot about you and although I never have read any of your posts it’s sat to see somebody who’s post made it all the way to lore. Rest In Peace god we will never forget you
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That really sucks. You were a great member in this community. I might not have believed in a God but I definitely believed in you. You have brought great joy in this place. May you rest in piece.
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I'm sorry to hear that. I pray you believe in Christ Jesus if you think this is your end. I hope I get to meet you one day.
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Edited by Solus Christus: 4/16/2018 2:32:44 AM[spoiler][b]*Manly tears*[/b][/spoiler]
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Rest in peace. You will be missed.
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Reminds me of Sandtrap
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Goodbye God. She may not understand it now but in the future your daughter will understand how strong you were; this in turn will make her stronger. See you on the other side.
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Thank you for making these forumns a welcome place. I never openly conversed with you, but I've been around for about 4 years, seen most of your posts. Now, for the first time, I will call you a friend. Farewell.
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Edited by CoolBreeze: 4/15/2018 3:27:54 PMI guess God can die😭😭😭, on a more serious note I honestly don't know how you feel so or what to say...just make sure your daughter knows you love her and never surrender, people have survived much worst, just look at Stephen Hawking, he survived like 50 years after he was supposed to pass, fight til the end, see you on the other side of the gates of Valhalla😇 [spoiler]goodbye friend, here's a cookie for your travels🍪 TacticalSaladBar out Fffffffff😭[/spoiler] Also they say you die twice, once when you leave Earth and a second when you are forgotten, you will never be forgotten therefore you may only pass once, this is a sign of a legend
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We'll all miss you man, you were always one of my favorite people on here.
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Edited by Flawless Cowboy: 4/15/2018 8:02:47 PMLiterally who.
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I dont know what to say bro, accept I'm sorry. You and your daughter will be in my prayers, and we wont forget you here. Your presence in your daughters life will continue to guide her when you are gone, and where ever life's road takes her you will echo on in her steps, and encompass her story like the four horizons. I'm confident you are going to a better place. But even if there is nothing, rest assured that the very fact of your existence pierces that oblivion with the unalterable light of having lived. And that light will shine brightest in [i]her[/i] life... See you starside m8.
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Rest in peace.
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Edited by Lebkazoo: 4/14/2018 11:05:53 PMWhen you see him, God will be proud. You've done your best to give your daughter a wonderful life, even when you're gone. And that my friend, means you have done the greatest thing a human can do. Best of wishes to you and your family. Let them know you'll be waiting for them :)
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Farewell, old friend. You’ll be missed. Gone, but never forgotten. We love you man.
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You will be missed. I can’t even begin to imagine being in your situation. May the good Lord grant you a painless passing, and may he bless your family.