Dear Friends,
Each day I feel progressively weaker. Just goes to show money doesn't solve all of your problems, at least she won't have to worry about financials as an adult for a while(hopefully lol).
Doctors are saying it could be anywhere from 12 hours to 2 weeks from now. As I lie in this uncomfortable ass hospital bed, it just doesn't feel real, but my role here in this life has been played, and I accept that. I just know she doesn't.
She won't leave my side, she cried herself to sleep last night. I don't want her to leave, and I don't want to leave her. I'm so conflicted, I accept that it's my time to go, but I can't leave her. She needs me.
I need her...
Needless to say, this will be my last post. Thank you all for your love and support, it meant a lot.
Farewell.
-God
[spoiler]When I come to the end of my journey
And I travel my last weary mile,
Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned
And remember only the smiles.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
Remember some good I have done,
Forget that I ever had a heartache
And remember I've had loads of fun.
Forget that I have stumbled and blundered
And sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I have fought
Some hard battles and won,
Ere the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day,
But in summer just gather some flowers
And remember the place where I lay.
And come in the evening,
When the sun paints the sky in the west,
Stand for a few moments beside me,
And remember only my best.
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I remember this...
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You are remembered by the people who you make laugh
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[b]~ Rest in Eternity ~[/b]
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Edited by Batpug74: 2/7/2019 4:39:04 AMWell. I’m late. I unfortunately never got to meet God, but if you could somehow make Offtopic happy, you must have been a true legend. [b][i][u] 'Tis the last rose of summer, Left blooming alone; All her lovely companions Are faded and gone; No flower of her kindred, No rosebud is nigh, To reflect back her blushes, Or give sigh for sigh. I'll not leave thee, thou lone one! To pine on the stem; Since the lovely are sleeping, Go, sleep thou with them. Thus kindly I scatter.[/u][/i][/b]
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Edited by Venku13: 2/7/2019 3:57:21 AMF. I just lost my Grandpa a week ago and attended his funeral yesterday. He had liver cancer. Apparently it was the size of a grapefruit, the cancer growth.
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I FEEL SO SAD EVERY TIME I READ THIS
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Edited by ABZÛ: 8/8/2018 8:54:55 PMI am so sorry God.
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A very sad occasion, or big bamboozle, you decide!
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Edited by Element Ninja: 5/13/2018 3:18:45 AM[i] Lay down, your sweet and weary head. Night is falling, You have come to journey’s end. Sleep now, and dream of ones who came before. They are calling, from across the distant shore. Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face? Soon you will see, All of your fears will pass away Safe in my arms, you’re only sleeping. What can you see, on the horizon? Why do the white gulls call? Across the sea, a pale moon rises. The ships have come to carry you home. And all will turn to silver glass. A light on the water, All souls pass. Hope fades, Into the world of night. Through shadows falling, Out of memory and time. Don’t say, We have come now to the end. White shores are calling. You and I will meet again. And you’ll be here in my arms, Just sleeping. What can you see, on the horizon? Why do the white gulls call? Across the sea, a pale moon rises. The ships have come to carry you home. And all will turn to silver glass. A light on the water, Grey ships pass Into the West.[/i]
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He is gone. Its been more than 2 weeks. he will be remembered
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[i]I regret being absent when this came out. My words, they serve no purpose other than to try and pay respects to a great community member.[/i]
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I return for one day, and I come back to this? I don’t even know what to say. Best wishes, God. See you starside
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I’m gonna laugh when he comes back like 5 months later alive and well.
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Edited by Soviet soldier: 4/23/2018 5:40:26 PMProbably ain't true, but if it is, rest in peace comrade.
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Dude, I came back when a couple folks told me. I always enjoyed reading your posts and I have always thought you are an awesome person. Take care of yourself and if you run into my Grandmother, send her my love. Also, play some cribbage with her, she is a beast at the game. Take the remaining time you have left to hug and kiss your baby as much as you can. Remind of how wonderful she is, how proud you are of her and if you can, write her a letter or something along those lines that she can look at when she needs some strength. You will be missed, but not forgotten. Go forth and prepare the Afterlife for the coming of the Offtopicans, for we WILL arrive in a flood!!
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Edited by Boss: 4/18/2018 6:32:38 PMDo not go gentle into that good night. You will be Remembered. [spoiler]You and your daughter are both in my prayers, along with anyone you know and love. One more thing, if you see my dog up there, throw her a tennis ball.[/spoiler]
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[b][i]Press F to pay respects[/i][/b]
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Blasphemy doesn’t pay.
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Edited by TexasJedi_705: 4/14/2018 10:02:54 PM[b]FÚCK. CANCER![/b] Edit:Slim has liked this
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Just hit the respawn button when it pops up
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Edited by LiftedElf235165: 4/17/2018 3:47:18 AMGoodbye God. As a member of offtopic's dysfunctional and crazy family you'll be missed, and as the world's most loving father and greatest friend you will be remembered. You were always there for a quick joke, or something new to think about. You are and will always be a great friend and a backbone to offtopic. When you make it to heaven, can you give James my regards? If you somehow wind up in hell due to some error in the great book of judgement, can you make sure my bed is warm down there? If not I'll never stop telling you jokes in the afterlife, and that's worse than any punishment Satan can think of!😜 Goodbye, my great friend.
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Farewell God. You will be missed. May you experience happiness in the next life.
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I pray for you, your family, and especially your daughter. Keep battling.
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Hey God You are an all star (plays all star by smash mouth to send you out the correct way)
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Sad thing that bungie never visits this hell-hole anymore - I feel like a member of the community, even our little sub-community, that is as present and memorable as God deserves recognition in a TwaB or something. Oh well.