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1/29/2018 3:08:32 PM
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Reflection II...beng part of the problem
I know this isn't game feedback but this is where I interact the most.
This isn't the first time I've had to take a step back and review things.
It seems I have peaks and valleys in my emotional state with these forums. Once again it's taken input from people I respect to see things clearly.
My view on the toxicity here still stands but I'm seeing that's its drawn me in and enveloped me.
If I've taken things to a personal level with anyone I apologize. We may be on different sides of a discussion but those actions are not warranted.
I understand that while the means may differ we both want the game to improve.
I've deleted my recent Tweets calling anyone out by name.
I will still oppose, speak out to, and challenge the things I feel are contrary to making the game or community better. I will just do it with more tact or simply just report.
I still don't agree with the way some are expressing their 'feedback'. I think there's confusion with [b]passion[/b] and [b]anger[/b] and it's made people come across as just bitter. Maybe some are.
I'm not here to make 'enemies'. There are some with whom I will never see eye to eye with and I have a hard time coming to terms with that sometimes.
I will endeavor to be better.
LoganX
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5 RepliesIf this helps, this is how I see reputation. Take care to be open about it and understand: -how you are seen here on this post -how you were seen on the afflicting post(linked by somebody) -where you stand for the future //This text I have written is not very pleasant, so I will hide it. This text contains critical imagery! Read at your own risk!// [spoiler][i]I see reputation as each individual you meet in life walks along by you. In their hands, every person carries a container(the size of a normal paint canister) of boiling hot black ink. People who are either neutral or friendly towards you walk peacefully by without deviation. However those who dislike or hate you, decide to "apply" that boiling hot ink on you. Perhaps that one guy dips his hand into the ink and slaps you in the face. Maybe another person doesn't see eye to eye with you and kindly gets a paintbrush and coats you with some. Your reaction may leave you screaming in agony, and someone may not appreciate that. So, they turn around(previously passive to you) and dump the entire can on you. You can do nothing about it, and you feel the everlasting sting. Progressively, you become stained and horrendously burned, however it will not kill you and you will feel it, beyond human limits. Person after person you stay standing waiting for the next individual to show you their spite their hatred, all in a form you are now aware of. Smear after smack after spash after sprinkle after shower after spread after scoop of boiling black link leaves you stained, scorched. You can feel your soul beg to leave your now regretful, disfigured body. You shout for forgiveness but those who love you are confused and and those who hate you walk away satisfied. No longer able to stand, you fall to the ground and lay there, your friends and enemies walking away together. The ink finally cools and leaves scarlet fissures throughout your body, amid a deep sea of obsidian. You hope, one day, they will visit you again, and know who you are. ~x614hamstercatx [u]Hcat Ramblings of a Crazy Titan Volume IV.[/u] [/i][/spoiler] You and I are neutral, I have no hate but I remember our history. Tell me logan, how do you think you look? Can you do better? Do you remember me? Will I know you next time?
