Really... be truthful to yourself.. think about everything you have been through. Everything you have learned that has shaped you into the person you are... what are you like in person?... is it the same person you are in your head?
Me:
[spoiler]I’m very nice and genuine of others in person... usually I like to be the one that makes you laugh to lighten the mood... internally I’m dark... I feel that I’m intelligent but emotions get the better of me and I end up poisoning myself with alcohol... I’m a bit selfish because I’m an only child. But I would still go out of my way to make you feel comfortable.. im kinda artsy - I analyze everything very deeply and find meaning in nothing.. I’m not competitive at all and I usually make fun of myself just for a cheap laugh [/spoiler]
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On a normal day, chill and laid back, and would probably cook a big enough meal to share with whoever I'm hanging out with. On a better day, would buy a round of drinks at the table I'm at in the pub house, even if I didn't know the group. This is the plus side. This is great for me, because the pub house that I go to frequently already knows me by name and face, and a lot of people I see there are people I used to hang out with when I was still in college. Even some of my former professors are there, and we talk more at a casual level rather than the student-professor level. On the negative side, I'm pretty blunt and straight to the point, even in real life. If someone is saying something that's stupid (e.g. Gravity isn't real, tide pods are edible, etc.), I will call them out on it and say to their face that what they said was dumb. If it was absolutely stupid (e.g. some of the stuff I see daily on these forums such as racist remarks as an example), I would be much more blunt about calling them, at the level of Gordon Ramsay (the guy who frequently tells his chefs to "-blam!- off out of here" in Kitchen Nightmare). Thankfully, in real life, I rarely have to deal with these kinds of people, since I stopped going out to the outskirts where all the rednecks of this area live (the last friend that lived in the outskirts ended up moving out and then enlisting in the Air Force), and I also hang out more with groups of people I went to college with rather than all the people I went to high school with. Online, it depends on what site I'm on. On a website like Warframe's official forums, or in SRK, I'm definitely more of the positive end of my personality because Warframe's community isn't trying to rip each others' throats out, and on SRK, I've already met a lot of cool guys in the FGC when I went to EVO, so I like a lot of the people there. Though, on sites like Bungie (specifically Offtopic) and League of Legends' official forums, I'm definitely more on the negative side, mainly because I notice a lot of posters on each site tend to be the type of person I used to be back when I was in high school, and I hate my old high school self. I've mentioned it many times in the forums that back when I was in high school, I was the arrogant asshole who was trying my hardest to be as edgy as possible, and constantly told people who didn't agree with me that they were "r-word"s. I would use racist names for people I didn't like, and I had a huge superiority complex back in high school. This was all in an effort to be that "cool dude" in high school. I was one of the most unpopular kids in high school because of how much of an asshole I was. tl;dr: I'm the blunt jackass with a heart of gold. I'm a nice person to people who deserve to be nice at, and I'm a hardass on people who seriously need to get a reality check with their lives.