You're either an embarrassingly immature 30 year old or you're lying about your age for some unfathomable reason. I'm 31 years old and have enjoyed playing destiny since release day. Have also been on these forums since roundabout that time. I've never followed the popular slang that the younger portion of the community adopts. As a person who's partner and mother of his child is a cancer survivor, and who has lost close loved ones to cancer I can say that the word as an adjective for meaningless things doesn't usually bother me when it's kids or teenagers using it. If you are 30 years old, it still doesn't bother me, or "trigger me" which is probably something you'd say as well, but it does make me feel like you should grow the -blam!- up.