IMO isnt that you are a "bad" player 1.The SBMM in destiny is not "legit". 2.You can manipulate the SBMM. 3.The most of the "good" players in destiny they have one main account and 2-3 account with very low k/d,elo. 4.With this way a good player(1.5+kd) can play against a players with 0.5kd. This is how the carry works and thats why the sreamers is like they play against bots every time. P.s.dont forget the titanone cronusmax and m/k users. Dont give up and you will be better.