If you have friends that play well, watch them, listen to them, learn from them, your excuse is exactly that. When you play with them sbmm probably does place a lower skill player on the enemy team as well to match but you won't see him because you're dead and he won't see you for the same reason. Sbmm in its current form doesn't work very well, I think everyone knows this, but it's not a reason for you not to learn how to play better. No offense intended but a lot of people used to be crap who are now very good. Anyone can learn to be better.