Dude, I think Bungie moves us around on purpose. I think they throw you into matches way out of your KD zone to level the field. Go check your win/loss history, my guess is it sitting right around 1/1 or winning 50% of the time. That could def factor into it. Also, I'd say doing well in Crucible at this point generally takes a LOT of focus. Some nights I just don't have it. I dunno 🤔