I have no one in my life. Everyone I've ever talked to or known hates me. Everyone close to me gets hurt and then hate me. I feel like cutting myself. Divide runs though my thoughts constantly.
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I hate my life. I feel like everyone would be better off if I never existed. I don't know what to do anymore. My life is boring and I've been extremely lonely for a long time.
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Same tbh. When I was actively cutting it reminded me I was still around if that makes sense. Most days I feel nothing lmao. Then my parents found out and I've never felt more shame in my life, (not even as much as when my mom walked in on me bating lel) and I haven't done it since. Still feel like a trash bag though.