I have no one in my life. Everyone I've ever talked to or known hates me. Everyone close to me gets hurt and then hate me. I feel like cutting myself. Divide runs though my thoughts constantly.
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I hate my life. I feel like everyone would be better off if I never existed. I don't know what to do anymore. My life is boring and I've been extremely lonely for a long time.
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Go to youth centres or try to join a group that have people with same interests. I know its hard to find a friend, I'm a shy and socially awkward person with trust issues. If I managed to find a good friend you will have no problem.