"I came here seeking to redeem myself. I did awful things...back in Anor Londo. That's why I'm not a Knight of Gwyn. I came here, praying that I'd fit in, hoping that I wouldn't screw up... And now look. I've killed one of Ornstein's best friends. There's no redemption for that. Orn was right. He shouldn't have let me in this place in the first place. I'd just -blam!- up something else, and leave him to suffer for it."