originally posted in:The Digital Dojo
[b]Smough starts thinking to himself.[/b]
"You know I've done this before, right?
Hold up. Put me in the "cannon ball" position or whatever. Since, Y'know, you're kinda controlling me or something."
English
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Cyan: Of course... *Mion flies back in, noticing that Wit and Crossbow are bringing Mortar to his house* Mion: Damn, he is dead? Wow... where did Smough go?
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"He's probably at our apartment... If you need me to do anything for the funeral Cyan...I'm willing."
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Cyan: I appreciate the offer, however you have done enough, I suppose it's best if you waited until the funeral. *Mion flies out the window and lands in front of your apartment. He scratches on the door like crazy*
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"Yeah...ok..." [b]No response.[/b]
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Mion: SMOUGH! I'M COMING IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, SO YOU BETTER OPEN THIS DOOR!
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[b]Still no response.[/b]
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Damn it. *Mion notices an open window and flies through it. He lands and walks around trying to find Smough* Smough! Smough! Where are you?!
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[b]Smough is sitting on his bed, helmet torn off and smashed on the ground. He's staring at nothing, really, his dark grey eyes not looking at you. You notice that his hammer is also on the ground, torn into two separate pieces, as if broken in pure anger.[/b]
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Smough! *Mion jumps on Smough's shoulder* What happened here?
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"Why would you bother to care?"
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Because I am a friend, no matter what anyone says. I care for many. I care for you as much as I cared for Mortar. So, tell me.
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"I came here seeking to redeem myself. I did awful things...back in Anor Londo. That's why I'm not a Knight of Gwyn. I came here, praying that I'd fit in, hoping that I wouldn't screw up... And now look. I've killed one of Ornstein's best friends. There's no redemption for that. Orn was right. He shouldn't have let me in this place in the first place. I'd just -blam!- up something else, and leave him to suffer for it."
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*Mion is silent a moment* I guess so, but, you know, you have done much more good than not. What happened to Mortar was unintentional, don't beat yourself up.
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"Every time, I screw something up. It's...its natural now... And no, Mion. I've done much terrible things than remotely good things. You wouldn't understand."
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No, I think I would. Gore hasn't just killed people and other beings, but entire universes, some just out of pure boredom. Not to mention that he's screwed up more times than not trying to avoid it.
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"And I just got him killed. [u]I[/u] practically murdered him."
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???: You did nothing wrong Smough. *You could feel an unseen presence*
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[b]Smough doesn't even bother to look around.[/b]
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???: Smough. I know that you are feeling awful about my death. Do me a favor and don't be, you did nothing wrong.
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"Why not? I caused it. I said the stupidest shit before you did it. I don't deserve to be here in the first place."
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???: You were just trying to get in my head. And like it or not you gotta stay. I need you to bring me back.
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Edited by Weeaboo Of War: 7/13/2016 4:36:37 PM"For the love of..." [b]He sighs.[/b]
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Sorry man. Sorry I don't want my friends to leave because someone died
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"Have you got a screw loose, or are you just incompetent? If good guy Zane or Orn or Royal, Hell, YOU, did something bad, it'll all be ok. But ME?! I'm lucky if I'm not shot, stabbed, and murdered in the next few days. And it always hurts Orn the most. You know why I'm not in the Knights. I cannibalized. I slaughtered for the fun of it. And who was embarrassed by it?! Orn. It's the same situation here. He tried getting me into this place, and now...THIS."
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Hey, Orn is not embarrassed by you. I know of your history, cannibalism is surprisingly normal, and it's okay that you did something bad, I'm sorry if you think otherwise