I have the conviction II sidearm from new monarchy, and I've been getting consistent kills with them. I main either a pdx 45, hung jury, or mida, with a sidearm for cqc and It's great. A lot of people don't use them that often, which may be why you thing they are garbage. Also, if you have a decent fusion rifle and took the time to get used to it, how to pre charge and knowing when to use it (like any weapon) you would find its pretty strong.