So I'm sure many of you have been wondering why me and Solaris never get along anymore. Well here's my side of the story. No joke. And just to add context, everyone in this "story" is gay/bi.
So, one night night one of my best friends chatted me up on Facebook, around 12 AM. Solaris. He said one of his exes was feeling a bit hot under his boxers and needed someone to cool him off Let's call that person Frank. Since my best friend was already in a relationship, he passed the baton to me, a hopelessly ugly, single biatch with no chance at succeeding in the dating game. I was hesitant at first, suspicious at the fact that someone this handsome (Frank) would want to have sex with me, under the suggestion of my best friend (Solaris.) After discussing the details more, I eventually said yes. Solaris gave me Frank's contact details to get things rolling.
So the night came and went and I was giddy the entire time 'til the morning. 3pm eventually came and I met up with Frank at the local 7-11 and we got some slurpees together. I was suprised to find out Solaris would be joining us (not as a threesome, mind you) at the house, but was still at his school preparing his papers and documents to finally get his college graduation certificate. We waited a bit but since he took so long we headed to my house ahead.
When we got home, my ever-so-"barging-into-other-people's-conversations" dad was still preparing the fish we were going to eat for dinner. Up to my room I and Frank went and boom. The deed was done. Sort of.
My dad kept knocking on the door from time to time, asking some questions, or getting something from my room, or whatever. I had to wait until he'd leave the house for the real action to begin. (My dad always goes to mass every 6pm during weekdays.) It just so happened Frank needed to leave early too, since he still had to go to church also, since it's Holy Week. Fate had it's laugh when Solaris finally texted me, and rang the doorbell, telling me to "hurry the f*ck up and open the goddamn gate." I let him into my room and that's when hell began.
Solaris knows how my brain works, and I likewise. So when Solaris noticed Frank and I were talking amongst ourselves too closely he grabbed his things and left the room and stormed out of the house. I ran after him and caught up to him right before he was about to cross the street to ride a bus. There he truth-bombed me.
"Actually, the only reason why I suggested you to entertain him was because we had no place to do it in. His place's full, and my place, well, my aunt's there. I knew your house could be perfect. I just didn't expect to take so long in school that I'd be late and you'd get to him first. I actually planned it to be just the both of us, doing it in your bed, you waiting outside until we finish."
I felt used, cheated, lied to, betrayed. To use me as bait for his ex. That hurts, man! F*CK THIS SHIT! I've lost my trust in my best friend and I felt so down.
Well there you have it folks.[spoiler]inb4ban?[/spoiler]
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