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5/15/2016 9:26:25 AM
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Those Late Night Thoughts
Do you ever have those nights when you just lay in bed, listening to music, or in complete silence, unable to sleep and just fall deep into thought?
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1 ReplyWhere do your fingers go when you sleep?
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Yeah, usually I look back on all the mistakes I've ever made....
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I like to think about scientific things and try to disprove or further prove anything that could be. Like the speed of darkness is zero
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1 ReplyYup. I tried writing every thought I had down one night. After reading through it, I wondered if I was mentally ok and burned tat piece of paper. •-•
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I find reading helps me to fall asleep.
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I get those from time to time, but mine start when I'm looking at Google Maps. I start longing to travel, to experience the country. I then find my self listening to music like video related. When that happens I think of the past, and people that made it special, but are now long gone out of my life. People that I wish were still in my life. I admittedly start to feel down and wishing I made some different choices in the past. Then I remember the lyrics of one of the most beautiful songs written. "I grew up thinkin' that I had it made, Gonna make it on my own. Life can take the strongest man, Make him feel so alone. Now and then I feel a cold wind, Blowin' through my achin' bones, I think back to what my daddy said, He said "Boy, in the darkness before the dawn:" Let your soul shine, It's better than sunshine, It's better than moonshine, Damn sure better than rain. Yeah now people don't mind, We all get this way sometimes, Gotta let your soul shine, shine till the break of day." That is what I get when I go deep into thought. There is something pleasant about remembering the good times, but it almost always brings about memories of the bad. Simply put, I fall into the trap of melancholy. Between remembering the past, wishing things were different, and wanting to be somewhere else. But some times it's good to entertain those emotions. It lets you know you're still a human being with a heart and a conscious beneath that exterior. I keep this part of the song in my heart to help as well, "We all get this way sometimes, Gotta let your soul shine, shine till the break of day." So to all my bros who get melancholy or depressed when you enter these deep thoughts. Just remember, you're not the only one. We've all experienced what you're going through, and we're all here for you.
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3 RepliesI have no clue what to say, so hi.
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9 RepliesI frequently write mine down.
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Yeah. Fairly often. Unfortunately, my thoughts fundamentally hate me, so...
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Edited by PermaBanned: 5/17/2016 5:07:30 AMI reflect on much of a no life foreveralone i am. [spoiler]i cri era tiem ;~;[/spoiler]
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Edited by Tanner: 5/17/2016 5:02:11 AMYeah, I somewhat like nights like those. I say "somewhat" because if don't control my emotions (the angry kind) I tend to have more hatred for a specific idea/person/experience. I'll get mad to the point where my throat is hurting and I feel I'm going to vomit. Lately, though I've been trying to stop that from happening. I'll think more about more career choices, and people I need in my life. [spoiler]Why did I write this...[/spoiler]
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Love those
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I wonder how things would be different if I had made a different choice, a year ago.
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Do good people who don't believe in God go to heaven or hell?
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Happens to me all the time. I start dreaming with my eyes open and I hear voices. Don't know if this is normal...
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Just think, someone is being killed right now in a very brutal way. I think about what that person must be thinking and what the killer must be thinking. And there is nothing anyone can do about it
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My thoughts are about all the people I care about and i wonder if they even care about me
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Not really. I fall asleep pretty easily. It was kind of necessary after my roommate became a frat boy and I had to put up with some pretty weird shit.
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2 RepliesI wonder if you'll ever use your Rain alt again...
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14 RepliesI wonder if i could get a car with roll up windows...
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2 RepliesI think about my cat most nights. I -blam!-ing miss him; miss doing homework with him on the desk while he swatted the papers and pens; miss sitting next to him while he ate and listening to him purr while he chewed his food; miss playing video games while he stretched out on the carpet at my feet, lazily watching the screen; most of all I miss falling asleep with him on my chest, purring next to my face. God save you soul lil buddy.
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Not in deep thought, but thinking how things could be done better in my life if I had a bit more money. Such as automating things.
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I usually die promptly after
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Yes yes I do
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[spoiler]wait for it...[/spoiler] [spoiler]boops[/spoiler]
