It is more sad that you think socialism it force you to do something, Stanlin was a facist ho hide under socialism disguise, socialism preach democracy and the same bumbo jumbo of values that you think are not on socialism, just reed the spechees of Lenin and then the ones fron Stanlin you will see were socialism die and were replaced by the Stalin fascist rule. Most facsist of the XX century uses the socialism as flag but they are not socialist in any means if you reed what socialism is about.