r" No he's ok me being here,in the prison he has provided, but when I tried to find my own way he cuts me off. All he taught me was the military. for my 5th birthday he gave me a 9 mill and told me not to leave the table til i could strip it and put it back together. It took me 2 days. I lived in barracks as a kid my entire life until I was 18. i've trained fought and killed every day since i was 11. but now i have to sit in the sandstone rotting. I just don't get it. He wouldn't let me serve with him, now he won't let me join a PMC. Lance if I don't do something soon I'm gonna snap."'