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Edited by SolidusNat:
11/21/2015 5:29:43 AM
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Any reason i feel empty as shit?
So lately I have just felt empty, lack of motivation for school, not enjoying what I like as much as I used to and my gender dysphoria with right wing parents (and im catholic so i have really nothing to stop my dysphoria without being basically kicked out ) along with depression has just been getting worse. And like I don't feel motivated in school because, to put it like Vaas said, its the same shit over and over again, this isn't me trying to be funny either.. That's legit how I feel "go to school, do pointless shit, get treated like shit, get pointless work that won't do anything for you, rinse and -blam!-ing repeat. I'm not motivated to do anything, and I wish I could just die but I'm not even motivated enough to do that, I'm just wasting space in the world.
Edit: Should I also tell my parents about my gender dysphoria?
Do you guys have any advice? I just had to get this shit off my chest because its been bothering me for ages now
Fallout 4 helps get my mind off it.... That is until the frame rate drops into the single digits and I can't be assed to reopen the game
I just wanna give up sometimes... ;-; does it even get better?
Edit: was with my friends, nice and happy, motivated to take a test
Then I woke up ;-;
edit 2 so how do i tell my parents? they are very republican...
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3 RepliesEdited by Sernik: 11/23/2015 5:56:28 PMLife can be hard but don't give up. Talk to someone like your parents or a teacher. Lots of great things out there.
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Yeah I've given up hope in my life too
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5 RepliesWho cares lifes meaningless anyway. Its just a big shitfest. I'm looking forward to when it finally -blam!-ing ends. Maybe I'll speed up that process.
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1 ReplyEdited by MonterAjaCk_: 11/20/2015 5:39:28 PMSmoke weed but only in Colorado
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It doesn't get better. You'll lose all your friends, you'll get deeper into your shell, you won't want to talk or be around anybody. You will eventually just get home from a day of wanting to kill yourself and sit down and watch tv eating ramen noodles, bacon sunflower seeds, and cheezits.
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I feel the same just without that gender thing but eh I'll get over it
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1 ReplyEdited by Crimson: 11/20/2015 4:41:58 PMSo... I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. Please know that you're not alone, and yes, it DOES get better... but you have to be a part in MAKING it better. If you want to tell your parents, you can. You, however, know them best. Do they love you? Do you honestly believe they would kick you out? Are you ready to face the possible repercussions? You can also tell your parents that you'd like to see a counselor or a therapist, as you're dealing with some personal issues and you want an outside opinion/outside help. (I would honestly recommend this no matter what. They can also help prep you AND your parents if you do want to talk about your gender. And no, not a religious one. An ACTUAL unbiased opinion who will help support you and help you support yourself.) School can seem very repetitive, especially when you have no goals to work towards. So... what are your passions? What do you think about or what do you do that makes you happy? What do you enjoy? Take those things, and DO them. Spend time learning about them and wrapping your brain up in them. If you say you have nothing, then think of things that SOUND fun to do and go do them. Stop fighting who you are and embrace it. Those who love you will either follow in suite, or they won't, and you'll learn that you're capable of living without them. Hang in there, friend.
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3 RepliesIt's a phase m8.
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The Domain seeks knowledge to fill the emptiness. It has searched it's records and this information will be filed.
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1 Reply> Hang out with friends. > Go camping. > Get home from camping >Go on diet. > Work out. >Get ripped. > find someone who makes you happy, and understands what you are going through. >watch all of Brooklyn nine nine. > give gifts to people you love. > resolve things with people you hate. Worked for me. I had depression. Like, actual depression.
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1 Replyif this doesn't do the trick Idk what will
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1 ReplyHave you tried eating? [spoiler]I only read titles.[/spoiler]
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2 RepliesEat a snickers
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8 RepliesGod loves you always. Hopefully that's a comfort that you are always loved
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2 RepliesMy advice? Work out. Take your mind off of life and work yourself to the limit. Get a personal trainer to help you if you wish. It helps tremendously boost your self-confidence and lets you sleep at night. Also, you are probably just going through a common faze of growing up that almost everyone experiences. Just Stick It Out!
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Is shit empty tho?
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1 ReplyNo you just dident get fallout 4
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1 ReplyI got tired of being depressed so i started looking at the humor and bright side of everything. Also sleeping and diet are veerryy essential to your mood and should be a stressed factor.
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Holy shit, wait until you grow up. Life gets much tougher and if that's how you feel during the 'easy' period, you'll never make it. Toughen up kid
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1 Replyhttp://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fipeHs3L2_w
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7 RepliesMaybe from constant shitposting
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11 RepliesI read that you're 15 years old. Do you know why people say that life gets easier, or better when you get older? Because it's a well known fact that your brain is still developing at that age, (up to the age of 25) so you experience emotions in a much higher intensity than you will in the future. Now, I'm only 20 years old myself, but I definitely see a HUGE change in how I reacted to situations when I was your age and how I'd react to them now. All you can do is just try your hardest to get through school. Try to be social, surround yourself with people you love. Keeping the gender dysmorphia to yourself is no good. Do you think your parents will be supportive of you?
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Eat lunch or dinner a snack usually wont fill you up
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6 RepliesExercise. Scientifically proven to help combat depression.
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1 ReplySuicide is is for the weak and selfish. Remember that.
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