My life is going pretty well I have great friends, a loving girlfriend that I've been with for quite awhile, I couldn't ask for more. But I am one of those type of people where when I'm not calm my mind goes blank and I act before I think and say things irrationally, since I've calmed down I'll leave this here in peace, but no offense on this question are you truly using big words because you're used to it? Or are you being professional?