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Edited by TTV.ItsMeVigi: 10/10/2015 7:28:09 AM
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Destiny may have saved my life.

Hello bungie community. This might sound laughable, but to me it was very serious.. I am 20 years old, recently got out of a 2 year relationship with an angel. We did literally everything together. She was my first true love I coulden't stand having away from my side..I was totally twitterpated. This woman cheated on me thrice times and I didin't care I loved her soooo much. She induced self harm thoughts in my head and her own, she'd play mind games with me. Yet I swear on my heart she was all I loved, she was perfect. Well finally one day she left me for some younger punk dude and they both blocked me, and removed me from their life. I was so devastated, I couldent stop hurting myself. I felt no reason to live. But you know what? Destiny was right around the corner. I bought it. I played it day and night. I loved it. I sunk so many hours into grinding up to 30 in vanilla and I had a blast! I refused to think of my ex while playing. This game takes my mind off depression, anxiety and throws me in a well crafted pit of gameplay. My point is, this amazing game was my crutch to heal for the past year. With all my suicidal thoughts finally fading, I cant thank bungie and the community enough for making this awesome game. It may have saved me when I had nothing but regret.. As for now, I'll keep my eyes up. I hope you enjoyed my story. Oh and no I don't give a shit about fate of all fools I need the jade rabbit x.x *edit* Very much appreciate the kind words from all of you. This game, and community, is gold. May the light always be with you against the dark Guardians. *edit 2* I had too, you all are so amazing. I've been on all day grinding my heart out to hit 300 light for the raid to be ready, and I had to pause and read all this again. I feel so damn good now today and I was feeling down earlier. You guys made my night. Edit 3* This is totally offtopic, does anyone want to raidon xbox one? I'm socially awkward and too anxious for lfg..298 light, never set foot in there.. *edit 4* Yes I should have left her after the first time she cheated on me. Dudes. She was free spirited, she probably cheated on me more than three times. I still didin't care. I stated earlier she had me under a spell. I'd never had somone live with me for years before I met her. I really loved this girl. Yeah, I've learned from my mistakes. *edit 5* Now this I didin't want to make..but, I love you guys and please.. You can chill with the "Pfft I woulda left after the first time. This is Fake". I'm Sorry but not sorry that you have never experienced what true love and trust is. Two of my female friends are hardcore swingers and dont even consider breaking up even after watching their partner love somone else. Everyone has their limits. I had high limits. She could have taken my money for video games to buy makeup shes been dying for, even wreck my car. I woulden't drop her like that man..Someday you'll find somone who you feel that way towards, because everyone eventually -blam!-s up, and maybe you wont have what happened to me happen to you :) And you guys can shove your exotics up your ass. I'll earn my own. This was indeed half sob story and half (look this game is good and helped me). Thats it. Nothing more. Nothing less. I dont want your jelly donut fart fate of all fools. Seriously. Some of you are beyond arrogant but I still love you. I wrote this story when I woke up because I was bored.

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  • Wanna know something funny? I was with a girl which I felt similar about for 4 years leading up to destiny's launch. A week before beta she smashed my ps4 cause I told her to get out my house. We broke up and boy did I realize how pathetically pointless a relationship is, and how at the very sole of everything lovey, the concept of love is only created out of the fear of not wanting to be alone, and also wanting to be accepted. The strong people in life are the ones who are true to themselves and realize most of the time, a relationship is just an addiction that gets in the way of more important things. Don't stress, much less hurt yourself over something as trivial as love. Enjoy destiny good sir. Hop onto battlefront too! -blam!-in sick graphics.

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