This sounds like a post I made about a month ago. I did over 400 strikes and when it didn't drop, I spent countless hours grinding level 28 PoEs. Like 15 hours. When it didn't work there, I went back to strikes. If I had like 10-15 minutes to spare, I would turn on my Xbox and run one strike. That's how -blam!-ing ridiculous it got for me. It was like the more time I spent looking for the gun the more obsessed I got with it. I felt cursed too, but your numbers seem almost the same as mine. In all that time, I saw around 5-6 drop and was crushed when I realized that not only was it lucky to EVEN SEE ONE, but that if I did there was 2/3's chance it would go to another player. And probably the a-hole that crouched in the corner behind the rock while I beat the strike for him. It was the biggest grind I've ever taken part of in this game and won't do anything like it again. I did get this gun to drop. It was one of those times where I just had a few minutes and decided I would run a quick strike. It dropped. The biggest relief ever. Some people get it and don't even care or they're not even grinding for it. Sometimes, the situation is more like ours. Ps, it's a great gun, but not a game changer. After the nerf to stability in pulse rifles in the TTK, it may not be near what it is now. My advice...stop looking. Just do strikes when you can, but don't overdue it. Run PoEs a couple times a week. I feel like, if you stop looking, you'll find it. A common theme in this game. However I do feel your pain and frustration to the fullest. BEST OF LUCK GUARDIAN!